Miss Diamond's Blog
Monday, June 3, 2019
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Sunday, June 2, 2019
BTS "Boy With Luv" personal reviewππ
Tuesday, June 12, 2018
Irritated
I need a new phone my screen is crwcked pretty bad and its annoying not to mention its that "time of the month" but for me it always lasts a whole month. I feel so sick these days oh well anyways I really want the red iphone 7 plus but I doubt that would ever happen
Saturday, May 26, 2018
Fear
Hey guys I'm sorry its been so long for me not posting on here but i plan on posting more. Anyways "fear" well lately I've been really afraid more than usual its like all of the oxygen was stollen from my lungs. When I think about my life and my future it makes me want to cry so bad but I know if I start crying I lost likely won't be able to stop. So instead of not trying I'm going to try with all my heart to do the things I love to no end. I can't keep being afraid to live or its going to hurt so much more than it already does
Sunday, April 1, 2018
Meltdown!!
So about a week ago I had a complete meltdown + argument with my mom it blew up way bigger than I thought it would. Anyways I have so much pain and anger inside me and its boilinh over I've been doing all I can for years to controll it and keep it in check but nothing I do has been working. Ive always felt bursting into tears but I knew in my heart that one if I started crying I wouldn't be able to stop. So I decided never to show my emotions never cry net let anything people say or do to you bother you just let it roll off your back by hey they pushed mr further off the cliff I keep telling people one day I'm going to be dead and one day your going to say or do the wrong thing to me and regret every single word if I end up like seriously pissed off serial killer to be honest that's how I feel I feel like killing them all. Everyone acts like it's okay to treat any kind of way that it doesn't bother me that it doesn't hurt hun let me tell you this my heart can't take anymore and my heart can't break anymore if it was already broken to begin with. Treat me properly or one day everyone is going to regret they never met me make my life a living hell raising nightmare and I'll give it back it to you skme much worse that devil can you don't want to piss me off you don't want to be my enemy. I had a big strong heart but all everyone did was break it over and over again till there wasnt anything left I used to smile but now its so fake that even underworld noticed but not one person cares enough to stop hurting me
Saturday, February 24, 2018
Decent Day
So I took a few new nature pictures today and to be honest I'm sure I like how they turned out but I'd appreciate you guys feedback. Thanks
Wednesday, February 21, 2018
New friends
I'm getting really tired of meeting people and then they say we're friends but they only udlse me to get what they want from me then ditch and pretend I don't exist. Its like nobody gets that I have feelings and I'm tired of being hitting especially by the ones I'm supposed to trust in the first place. I have many interests but nobody cares enough to listen then people have the nerve to say I never ask for help but when I do they always refuse to help or they say they will and never do so I guess I'm just on my own then that's fine with me one day they are going to come to me and I'm going to do the same thing they did to me karmas a bitch😂 and so am i
Exoππ£⭐
There's this song by Exo-CBX called Horololo ππ its amazing it reminds me of a backstreet boys theme which i love... Give it a listen ...